Exhaustion

I'm no longer sick from the sinus infection - now I am just purely EXHAUSTED, most of the day.

I have energy from about 7:30am-1:00pm - and then my body drags, my breathing is labored, and I just want to slip away into sleep. Seriously, if I am this tired now, what is it going to be like when I am awakened at night numerous times by a baby? Granted, I (hopefully) won't be lugging around an extra 20 (or 30) lbs. at that time.....but energy and strength seem to be out of my reach.

It is nice, to be so tired that when I fall onto a soft space I feel relief immediately. The weight of my body, cushioned, not strained. Enveloped, not struggling. To be weightless.....at least until it is time to change positions....